Time To Face My Own Reality

[Jedi]

Daydreams and fairytales
Love is what I give so well-

Trying to correct careless mistakes
I think it's about time I awake-

To see through the clouds
and smoky rooms-

Realizing the I have given by
heart too soon-

Denying the fact that it
must be-

TIME TO FACE MY OWN REALITY

Painful acts that
I don't understand-

Crying and sobbing my eyes out
and-

Living my life without any
demand-

Trying to pick up what's left of
what could be-

but

IT'S TIME TO FACE MY OWN REALITY

Never have a life
worth a damn-

Never have a man
to understand-

Never have a family
of my own-

Never have skin that's
not blemish prone-

Never have the house and
nice fancy car-

Never see my daughter
grow up to be a star-

This can't be how my life
should be-

but

IT TIME I FACE MY OWN REALITY

I desire I life full
of truth-

A sacred relationship
180 proof-

A big diamond ring for
the whole world to see-

but

IT'S TIME I FACE MY OWN REALITY

Find a good man that
knows my worth-

Stumble through life
without getting hurt-

Travel the world and see
black sand-

Midnight walks while
holding hands-

Vacations in Hawaii
drinking iced tea-

but

IT'S TIME I FACE MY OWN REALITY

29 years old and
can't get it right-

I have not given up
without a fight-

I'm tired already
something must be wrong-

All these years
singing the same ole song-

I think I've given up hope
so this must be-

THE TRUTH ABOUT MY OWN REALITY.

[Ryan McBain]

Given you're heart too soon?? I can relate, kinda sucks huh?

Good poem, reminded me of a mistake I made once...