Unsaid

[BleedingAkasha]

tender touches in the early morning's dark
followed by disguised tears in your lithe embrace
...tracing the pattern of your gentle breathing
i've become tormented by the constant, undeniable knowledge
that my overwhelming passion
my infinite new love
..marked by childlike adoration and uncontrollable lust
is hampered, limited by time
by a past i cannot change...
and by this fear i can never seem to voice to you.
hot kisses along my body
giving birth to uncontrollable trembles
and to a final climax, gripping your arm
savoring your smell..
..and dying to keep you forever.
my savior, my true love
..and while i thought having to say goodbye would only make this sweeter
it seems to instead slowly kill me inside...
because a single moment without your smile
without your sweet kiss
is paid for only by tears shed in the early morning
by nightmares of you happy in a life where i'm forgotten
and by the countdown of time.
each day that passes
without my being able to voice to you
my true feelings
is the cause of my distance
my constant anxiety...
because while i tried with all my strength
i failed...
and because of this failure
you've become my everything...my idea of perfection
and i'm uncontrollably, madly, passionately in love with you...
you're in my every thought, my every dream
trapped beneath my every breath
i love you.