ok here is another one that i made some time ago about just having a shitty day/ life as far.
With each step I take,
Rain clouds of my hard times grow.
My smiles become a tad more fake,
And yet no one seems to know.
They’re all dead to me though!
Can you remember a time,
When it rained inside,
When the weather was clear out doors?
I bet you can if you think hard,
That rain cloud that follows us is never too far,
Inside or out, no matter where I go it storms.
It’s still following me even to this day,
Those persistent evils that wont go away!
I give my all to drop what they do to cut me down!
But the pains leave distaste in my mouth,
I want to be locked in a room so I can scream and shout!
But even in that place I’ll be stick with that cloud!
Have you ever felt the walls were closing in?
Like the air around you was getting thin?
Wet and shaded by resentment there is nowhere hide!
The cloud feed off of my depression,
It wreaks havoc on my optimism and dedications!
Wears me down to plots of social suicide!
Turning away from what I lack,
I thought that this rainstorm would get off my back!
But that’s where I was incorrect!
I need to fix all of the tweaks in my life that I’ve made,
Suck up my pride and be brave,
So I can get rid of this depressing shade!
Rain clouds of my hard times grow.
My smiles become a tad more fake,
And yet no one seems to know.
They’re all dead to me though!
Can you remember a time,
When it rained inside,
When the weather was clear out doors?
I bet you can if you think hard,
That rain cloud that follows us is never too far,
Inside or out, no matter where I go it storms.
It’s still following me even to this day,
Those persistent evils that wont go away!
I give my all to drop what they do to cut me down!
But the pains leave distaste in my mouth,
I want to be locked in a room so I can scream and shout!
But even in that place I’ll be stick with that cloud!
Have you ever felt the walls were closing in?
Like the air around you was getting thin?
Wet and shaded by resentment there is nowhere hide!
The cloud feed off of my depression,
It wreaks havoc on my optimism and dedications!
Wears me down to plots of social suicide!
Turning away from what I lack,
I thought that this rainstorm would get off my back!
But that’s where I was incorrect!
I need to fix all of the tweaks in my life that I’ve made,
Suck up my pride and be brave,
So I can get rid of this depressing shade!
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