As I sit here, I wonder why
Why am I doing this if I'm going to die
I can feel it and I'm not afraid
Into eternal sleep, I will be laid
Should I feel happy or should I cry?
As I sit here I wonder why
I bust my ass off all day long
To come home singing the same damn song
'I live my life for everyone else
Not giving a shit about myself
The suffering that I cause to me
I've created a wall so I can't see'
'I'm dying and I don't care
I'm crying without a tear
Behind my smiles I hide my pain
This mask I wear drives me insane
I wish I could share the way I feel
But my wall has too strong a seal'
Betrayed by my own damn mind
I turn away from anyone kind
Self destruction makes me blind to see
Anyone who tries to get close to me
Are you strong enough and do you believe
That you can save me before I leave
summerschool '01
Why am I doing this if I'm going to die
I can feel it and I'm not afraid
Into eternal sleep, I will be laid
Should I feel happy or should I cry?
As I sit here I wonder why
I bust my ass off all day long
To come home singing the same damn song
'I live my life for everyone else
Not giving a shit about myself
The suffering that I cause to me
I've created a wall so I can't see'
'I'm dying and I don't care
I'm crying without a tear
Behind my smiles I hide my pain
This mask I wear drives me insane
I wish I could share the way I feel
But my wall has too strong a seal'
Betrayed by my own damn mind
I turn away from anyone kind
Self destruction makes me blind to see
Anyone who tries to get close to me
Are you strong enough and do you believe
That you can save me before I leave
summerschool '01
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