Dedicated to Scott

[Felipe]

I was brought up in a world that really hates me,
When will I ever be able to use the palabra "we" instead of "me."

Being invisible is the only way you ever really greet my presence,
My soul is filled with an insatiable desire to rape your innocent essence.

I tried playing by the book, dating chicks, exchanging the look,
but looking fake and nervous is all it took,
To make her come true to her senses, and for me to take off the straight lenses.

All the girls in my life always ended in friendships,
What started out with nasty words and leather whips,
always ended in kind words entangled in fake romantic flips.

In gym class I was ostracized for being kind of weird,
A romantic kiss from Scott was all I ever feared.
When he layed his eyes upon me in my mind froze,
He told me to do things, and you better believe I did what I was told!

I'm used to be kind of shy and chubby chilling in my skinny jeans,
until I saw Scott staring into my eyes,
Now I'm crooked as I am straight, tired of living the lies.

I dedicate this poem to the ryanmcbain.com website. I hope this poem doesn't offend anyone, I just express feelings the way I see it.